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Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
11:50 pm	Somewhat golden like the afternoons So obviously I have been either too busy or lazy (or both) to write in this thing, but for the new year I'm going to start it up again. That and a paper journal, uh-huh, yeah. So I went to the coldest place ever for this "ski trip" with my family, where they fed us disgusting food (read: oil, oil, oh yes and oil with oil. maybe a little fish and meat and veggies too) for the past few days. But I got to go snowboarding and now I'm very sore but I had a great time for the most part and I didn't gain any weight. HAH! Last night Shane was grabbed my fat roll and called me Fatty McFatFat and I cried for like a half hour. I don't even know why but I thought I was over that. Apparently not. Sucks but that's okay, it happens. The main reason for this entry (since I can barely type for how long my nails have gotten in the past month) is that I wanted to do a survey. Yes, a retarded internet survey. So I will do my damned survey. Here it is. 10 to 1 10 Favorites... Favorite Color: red Favorite Food: mom's cooking. and pop tarts. and most desserts. Favorite Band/Singer: motion city soundtrack Favorite Song: hmmm "my favorite accident" or "devil in jersey city" Favorite Movie: Dogma Favorite Sport: ultimate frisbee Favorite Season: fall and summer Favorite Day Of the Week: Friday Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Cherry Garcia 9 Currents.. Current Mood: tired Current Taste: nothing Current Clothes: flannel pajama pants and tshirt Current Desktop: motion city soundtrack Current Toenail Color: none Current Time: 12:01 AM Current Surroundings: little room.. Current Annoyance(s): getting sleepy Current Thought: survey! 8 Firsts... First Best Friend: don't remember...can't remember anything before 5th grade First Kiss: don't remember First Screen Name: Sh1m1n (i'm a lame ass) First Pet: turtle First Piercing: ears First Crush: don't remember at all First Music: backstreet boys and blink 182 First Car: can't drive 7 Lasts Last Cigarette: fuck that shit Last Drink: wine, 2 days ago Last Car Ride: today, back from the airport Last Kiss: DAVE HONEY BUNNY I miss him (that was fucking ages ago) Last Movie Seen: Just Like Heaven Last Phone Call: Dave!!! Last CD Played: Your Favorite Weapon by Brand New 6 Have You Evers.... Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: fuck no Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes, secretly Have You Ever Been Arrested: nah Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: ew no Have You Ever Been on TV: doubt it Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: yes 5 Things youre wearing: 1. "Fuck Your Drama" t-shirt 2. flannel pajama pants 3. pink/black beaded necklace 4. 13 bracelets 5. socks 4 Things You've Done Today: 1. sat on a plane 2. talked to dave 3. went to the gym 4. ate dinner for hours 3 Things You Can Hear Right Now: 1. parent's conversation downstairs 2. computer CPU 3. really, not much else 2 Things You Can't Live Without: 1. food/exercise 2. family and dave 1 Thing You Do When You're Bored: 1. Crosswords The end. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Brand New - Mix Tape (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 9th, 2005
10:48 pm	I may be invited but i'm not coming in Man I'm a lazy ass and never write in this anymore. I am up to my eyeballs in work and school and ultimate and the radio station, and yet that busy-ness makes me happy. It's so much fun. I'll update in bullets >> 1) I went for a 6 mile run today, and it was the best thing ever!! AND I did every mile under 9 minutes, averaging 8:10/mile. I like those running ads, the "why would you ever want to stop?" ones. I wanted to run forever. Of course, I also ended up lost in the sketchy area of Mass General Hospital in the dark around 7:30 PM because of my excellent plan to go exploring instead of on my usual route...but I found Beacon Street and followed it back! I almost cried when I first saw the Citgo sign, and then ended up at Fitrec safe and un-raped. I have never run 6 miles, but DAMN THAT WAS FUN!!! 2) COHEED & CAMBRIA'S NEW CD IS OUT!!! And I bought it without listening first because I trust them...they're my favorite band for a reason! And they didn't let me down. It's AMAZING!!! AND, Dave my love set me up for a playdate with his best friend Daryl in Worcester...and we are GOING TO SEE COHEED & CAMBRIA NEXT MONTH!!! I am so excited!!! 3) Apparently I might have ADD. Everyone thinks I do...just because I'm easily amused and I can't concentrate and I twitch and fidget all the time. Jon said here's the formula: Caffeine + sugar + Shi-Min = massive ADD. It's true, I can't sit still. When not sleep deprived, I have boundless energy. And boundless amusement. When Dave was telling this retarded joke about a "master criminal" coming up with a skeezy coat and going, "Hey, wanna eat a bald eagle?" I laughed until I fell over in the T, right onto the lady next to me. 4) Sox lost the division series. That's sad, because I was hoping for a miracle comeback. It's sad because usually-good players (i.e. Bronson and Graffanino) screwed up big time during crucial games. Unbelievable. Oh well, better luck next year. 5) I saw a Boston Bruins game on Wednesday, then on Thursday I pulled a full all-nighter which killed me. I did a flash assignment straight after the gym from 6-11PM, wrote a paper from 12PM-6:30AM (30 minute nap from 4-4:30), and taught myself excel/memo from 7-8:30 AM. Then I made it to class at 9AM, stayed there till 12, got to my next class from 12-1, and study sessioned from 1-2. I was AMAZING...then on friday I saw Waiting, with Ryan Reynolds. It was great!! and I hung out with my love and his friend Shannon till 3 AM and slept all saturday until 6PM. 6) I can't believe I have stayed with Dave for 4 months now. That's a long time for me. 7) I have a lot of concerts planned and that makes me happy!! If only I could see both Coheed & Cambria AND the Academy Is... but they are on the same day, and I will be in Worcester to see Coheed. OH WELL. Steel Train is coming, and Thunderbirds are Now! are coming!! I am psyched! And then I'll probably go see Fall Out Boy and Motion City Soundtrack in Providence, RI...if possible. And that was my 7 minutes in heaven update. Life is awesome right now...even if it hurts a lot at times. The busyness, lack of sleep, crazy studying, crazy gymming...they're all retardedly fun. The only bad thing is that it's cold. It dropped 30 degrees in the past two days. Past DAY even. So now it's freezing. AND RAINING. Rain sucks. Yesterday, it rained cold rain all freakin day, and according to this dude, "there were puddles big enough to drown puppies" and it was TRUE. Oh Boston, I love you anyway. Current Mood: YAYYYYY!!! Current Music: Coheed & Cambria - The Suffering (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 15th, 2005
11:20 pm	If you can't take the kid from the fight, take the fight from the kid Swear to shake it up and you swear to listen, we're still so young and desperate for attention. I'm so bitchy. I've become such a bitch. So I've said many times that Jealousy does not exist in my world, and it should be banned. In fact it IS banned. But just now my boyfriend told me that this girl (who happens to be in love with him) looked attractive in sweatpants. And not only do I start heating up, I also get this urge to wear nothing but sweatpants so that he'll think I'm attractive too. It disturbs me that when he talks to her, he sounds like he's talking to me. I think he likes her even though he swears otherwise (I don't believe him). And if that is not jealousy, I really don't know what is. Jealousy doesn't become me. I've never felt jealous. I like hot girls. I appreciate their existence and don't resent them for it. Now if boyfriend were telling me about any other hot girl who looked hot, I wouldn't mind. I don't mind looking ugly compared to hot girls. But this girl, she's not hot. She's goddamn ass bucket ugly. I don't like that. Oh yeah, and he has a soft spot for her. Don't you dare tell me some ugly ass shit is attractive. It makes me feel like I'm even worse looking than she is, and maybe I am, but I'd like to think otherwise. I'm never wearing anything but sweatpants around him anymore so he'll tell me I'm attractive too, like that ugly girl. I wouldn't be so bitter if I knew who she was. But right now, I hate her life. All I want to do right now is put my fist through a wall, break things, and kill someone. An ugly girl maybe. THAT one. Is that so much to ask? Yes. I'm a mean, bitter, horrible, hideous person and I'm irritated at myself for it. GRRRRRRRRRR. My boyfriend has appalling taste, and I hate him for it. Current Mood: jealous Current Music: Panic! At the Disco - Camisado (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, September 11th, 2005
10:44 pm	haven't you people ever heard of.. Well the good news is that, haha, I'm not pregnant. It was just a brief bout of paranoia, paranoia, everybody's trying to get me. The bad news is that my class schedule is FUUUUUCKED. I was so overwhelmed after getting through my first week, I went to COM to tell them that they signed me up for 3 COM classes next to SM299. The trigger was not the fact that I went from 8:00 AM to 9:30 PM straight with no room for meals or breaks...not the fact that 299 is 6 credits...but the fact that my 3rd COM teacher was an absolute KRAZEE. It's spelled like that for emphasis. I know how to spell "crazy." He fuckin quoted himself for goodness sake! That egotistical maniac. And so I went to COM and complained about my schedule. The lady in the office freaked out. She went to the back and started screaming about "How the hell did she get into 3 COM classes?!! She's only a sophomore; she's only supposed to have one!" Then she comes out with a smile pasted on her face and is all like, "Let me help you." So now I have to take a Psych class called "Depression," at the MET college (BU's Metropolitan College for part-time students). How uplifting. But other than that I had a fairly great week. Busy, yes. But I managed to go to the gym and run every day, I managed to sneak a dinner break at work on Thursday and play Ultimate, I went grocery shopping with David (and we took forever because we both can't make decisions) and cooked amazing chicken stir fry at his apartment twice, and had a productive and intense 3 hour session (again with David) where he helped me with Financial Statements. And on Friday, I took the night off and saved it for Dave, and we had dinner at Chili's (yummmmm! you should eat the egg rolls there!) and watched The Man. Eugene Levy was ridiculously awesome - he even beat out Sam L. Jackson in that one! And now, the school year has begun. Current Mood: blah Current Music: Panic! At the Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 4th, 2005
7:49 pm	i'm murder grey I'm getting paranoid. I keep getting these random bouts of feeling sick to my stomach, like right now. I just feel horribly bloated and queasy. It's happened for the past few days. I'm sick of it. And I better not be pregnant. Current Mood: sick Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Makeout kids (Comment on this)
Friday, September 2nd, 2005
10:20 pm	i'm a mess, i'm a wreck Goddamnit. What is wrong with my body? I think I'm getting sick. Yesterday I woke up and my head felt like it was being split open and I wanted to die. For no reason at all I was sick and throwing up the nothing I had in my stomach and therefore I had a terrible day. Dave took care of me and thank goodness for that... and then I slept it off. And then I had to unpack from 11 PM through 3 AM...just so when my roommates came in today they wouldn't have to hop around to get through my swamp of stuff. AND THEN I had to wake up for work at 7:30 AM. I felt terrible. Today after I got off work I've been fine...I met my roommates and they are wonderful!! I'm so excited to have them!! I really think I got lucky with roommates again, but we shall see. I went for a run and I did the bridge loop in a half hour or less, went to the gym and worked out, and ran back. And I was great all the way up until I ate dinner. Now I'm fucking sick again, my head is throbbing, my eyes hurt from looking at the screen, my throat is sore and my nose is running. I want to hurl. I don't know if I have a fever or not. I've got the chills. If I'm sick, it's most likely because I have not been sleeping much and have been cold and uncomfortable whenever I was sleeping these past few days. Jillian says it was probably a migraine (but I never got those before), Heather says might be strep (woo hoo), I am fatigued and feel like it may be mono. Wonderful. Just in time for school. But maybe I am just a hypochondriac. Jamal was scaring me about me puking in the morning...and Dave's roommate was scaring him. Now we are both fucking paranoid about me being pregnant, and when I was like...hmmm is that why I've been gaining weight?...we both flipped our shit. I gotta look up this whole morning sickness bullshit and let me tell you, I am scared. Dear lord, please no. I don't know what to say. I just want to die. Current Mood: nagging headache Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Let's Get Fucked Up and Die (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 28th, 2005
4:27 am	love, sweet love. Yes, it's been a summer and it's already August and school starts in something like a week. I dread it with the fire of a thousand suns and I am anxious all the time because I think I have really outdone myself this time. I am king 18 credits of classes(regular is 16 and that was almost killing me), I have TWO jobs, and I play Ultimate Frisbee very dedicatedly. I have this feeling that I am going to be screwed and I am thinking of quitting one of my jobs, the one with fixed hours. I have had one of the best summers of my life. I have taken a summer course and gotten an A in, my first one for college. I have lived by myself in an apartment for the first time ever and enjoyed the company of my rather slobby (although seemingly gay) boy roommates. I have been certified to rock climb. I have spent time with my family and did not get in a fight with my mother for once in my life, and she taught me how to cook over the phone until 4 AM the other night. I have lost 12 pounds with extreme difficulty and at the sacrifice of my health and well being...but got back to normal and kept 8 of them off. I have been in a relationship for coming on 3 months and I have still not gotten sick of my love. I have gotten stuck in 3x5 ft bathroom with a claustrophobic person, and not only lived to tell the tale but also busted out by breaking the lock with a plunger. I have learned how to make garlic mashed potatoes from Francis the head chef and damn they are good. I have seen the Lucky Boys Confusion in concert and they were drunk but the lead singer was so hot. I have upped my running distance from 2 miles to 4, from 3x a week to 5. I have played sandlot Wiffleball and I got really good. I have watched the Pawtucket Red Sox and I hope to see the real Red Sox sometime. I have gotten a black eye from being hit in the face with I have worked a shift from 5:30 PM until fucking 2:16 AM the next day and it nearly killed me but hey it was a wedding. I originally wrote this in xanga but I felt it substantial enough for copying into livejournal. The night I worked till 2:16 AM was tonight and I am exhausted. Current Mood: pensive Current Music: Stray Bullets - Hey Rebecca (Comment on this)
Friday, August 19th, 2005
11:40 pm	my my my, how the time does fly My day has been made...and for the silliest reason. I was skimming livejournals, and I found Dave's best friend Daryl's diary. "I really like Dave's girlfriend, she is so sweet and they seem to get along really well." Awww that's sweet. I like her too. Unfortunately this weekend is turning out not so well, because I work Thursday through Saturday for long hours. Today I had to work with that worthless old woman Carmen AGAIN. And oh, Alex the new manager is pretty worthless too, although I am getting used to her (and Dave hates her life). Today I was bartender AND waitstaff for a served dinner...and Carmen was supposed to help me but she sucked and so did Alex and I ended up doing EVERYTHING. It really sucked and I was so angry and frustrated the whole time but I had to suck it up until Jamal gave me a hug which made me feel better. I'm glad they hired Jamal back. I was sad when I found out he'd been fired. But then on Sunday (the part I'm looking forward to) I'm going to Devens to play Ultimate!! Dave is sick of me but he won't admit it, but oh well I don't mind because I almost purposely sent him home for the weekend which will do him good =) Tomorrow I have to get up early to run 4 miles and get to the gym before work at 10:30AM, and that sucks. Oh well...since I am alone in my apartment, I suppose I'll just end up reading my new Cookbook (!!) and/or doing a crossword, haha. I'm so lame. Current Mood: pleased Current Music: Catch 22 - Keasby Nights (Comment on this)
Friday, August 12th, 2005
9:51 pm	the existence of love Hey guess what? Glory to me. I have just discovered...the existence of love. Yes, it exists. I never knew that...it's kind of like fairies. You don't actually believe its existence until you experience it yourself. Love may be patient and kind and all that bullshit, but let me tell you something I bet you didn't know. It's actually a double-edged gift from Satan. All those movies only see the silver side. Love is an evil thing that makes good people go crazy (i.e. crazy in love), put up with shit they do not usually put up with (i.e. the lowering of standards), sometimes care about another more than they do themselves (i.e. loss of own survival instincts), and can be made upset and unhappy about menial things that would not usually matter but do because it has to do with the "loved one" (i.e. making mountains out of molehills, as my mother likes to say). You do not just fall in love. You fall RETARDED. You fall STUPID. That's why they say you FALL in love...because you are descending to a lower and less advanced state of existence. Love sucks. *SLAP* Here's a slap to your face. *SLAP* Here's another. But I love anyway. Current Mood: PMSing Current Music: Stray Bullets - Hey Rebecca
3:26 pm	Greeeeeeeeen pillllssssssss He loves me only for sex? I hope he wasn't really telling the truth in the form of a joke. You know that works - a lot of truths come out when you're "just kidding." He says that I don't get angry or frustrated enough, and that he thinks I tend to repress negative emotions and that I'm often "not myself" because I don't want to upset him. I don't though, and I kind of like to be happy as much of the time as possible. And I'm not selfish enough. Say WHAT? Well we shall see. Yes, it's that time of the month where I get temperamental and very very emo...my favorite GREEN PILLS time!! I curse the stupid Orthotricyclen-Lo for the green pills section. Why can't I just be happy and PMS-free all the time? No wonder I've been eating so much chocolate and...food in general. grrr. I cried and cried some more, and I lost my appetite. Current Mood: upset Current Music: Brand New - Soco Amaretto Lime
Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
12:29 am	hit the ground running It's sad that Simon is leaving tomorrow. Tomorrow being Wednesday. But on the bright side, DAVE IS MOVING IN WITH ME!!!! So 1) I won't be alone in the apartment for the rest of august, and 2) I'll have good company!!! Oh I <3 my boyfriend. I am so excited. But I don't look it because my eye is very swollen from me poking it with needles to deal with the bug bite that seemed to have gotten infected, and the sty (is that what they call it when an eyelash gets stuck on the inside?). At least they're both gone now. Oh and I realized today that in the past week, I have eaten TWO CRATES of clementines. I know, I'm gross. My roommate Simon says that I must have citrus for blood by now. I think I better not be getting sick anytime soon, what with the 10000000% of Vitamin C I'll ever need. And yesterday, I had nothing to do so I biked about 10 miles around Boston and Cambridge...down Commonwealth all the way by the river to the Salt and Pepper (aka the Longfellow) Bridge, and all the way back down Memorial Drive till I hit the BU Bridge, and back up Commonwealth to my apartment. I love how I now have my baby bike - currently named Johnny, after my love - with me. Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Attractive Today (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 6th, 2005
12:38 am	don't cry emo kid Oh I am so emo sometimes it's disgusting. My boyfriend has issues and I worry. Just now he called me up and told me he thought he was gay. And the moment he put down the phone, I started thinking, "Does this mean he's breaking up with me?" and the thought was so unbelievably saddening that tears just flowed. Obviously, if he is, it's not his fault so I shouldn't be upset. I was not upset actually, just incredibly sad. I can't even think of a better word for it..."SAD" is the best I can do. I'm not like this normally, but the thought was unbearable and while I kept reminding myself that I'd get over it in a week, it would be one Goddamned fucking miserable week. Because very shockingly, I realized that I have fallen crazy madly RETARDEDLY in love for the first time in my life in the course of 2 months. And yeah, so he called me up about 15 minutes later and told me he wasn't, I swear I heard my heart crack already and hey, hearts don't fix up that easily. Or at least mine doesn't. Isn't it crazy how a heart can be broken with a sentence? I couldn't stop crying...in fact what the hell, I'm still crying. Like I said, I am so emo sometimes it's disgusting. Shiver away, I thought the action was real. Somewhere I know that's just the way you are. It's hard to believe that you're a part of me, and I can't believe when you carry on and on. Current Mood: almost heartbroken Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Shiver (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
11:51 am	You're a bitch, but I love you anyway Oooh I went and watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory on Monday and I loved it!!! It was so much better than that first one. The Oompa Loompa songs actually followed the book...in fact the whole thing actually followed the book, unlike that first one. I hated Gene Wilder as Willy Wonka. Johnny Depp is wayyy much better. Or maybe I am biased because Johnny Depp has been my one love since 6th grade, but whatever, he makes a great Willy Wonka. I have been spending my past few days doing a whole lot of menial errands but fortunately I'm all caught up with nothing to do. The thing that sucks is that Simon will be leaving next Wednesday, and I will be alone in my apartment for the rest of August. DAMN IT!! I hate being alone. Oh well. I get to go see the Lucky Boys Confusion tonight with Dave and his friend Daryl!! EDIT >> I have developed a crush on the lead singer of Lucky Boys Confusion. He is so unbelievably hot. And I like Daryl very much. Current Mood: tired Current Music: Bowling for Soup - The Bitch Song (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 31st, 2005
7:57 am	say something, finally we're alone I'M BAAAACK!! That 13.5 hour plane ride, plus the bus from New York totally drained me. Dave picked me up at the station and helped me carry my bike all the way back here. I <3 Dave. Of course I have massive jetlag and that's why it is 8 AM and I have been awake since 5. Lucky thing I just got the new Harry Potter to keep me occupied for the next week of sleepless early mornings. This morning, Dave and I got stuck in that Godforsaken bathroom in my apartment. It was hilarious, actually. My roommate Simon somehow ripped out the doorknob on the inside so when Dave closed the door it was stuck. He freaked out for awhile but in the end we managed to get out by breaking the door with a plunger!! Dave won't admit it but I say it was one of the most awesome experiences ever because it makes such a stupid story!! And I'm a sucker for doing anything that will later make a great story. =D I love life right now; it's so awesome. Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: Automatic 7 - Last Train to Hitsville (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 28th, 2005
2:55 am	Reese's milk chocolate peanut butter cups I am going back to Boston in T-Minus TWO DAYS!!!!!! I am so excited!!! And I am a genius. A packing genius, that is. I have managed to fit all my clothes that I brought, plus all the new ones I just bought...AND 5 more pairs of shoes (yes I'm terrible) that I just bought all into ONE suitcase!!! But hey you have to look at it from my point of view - where else are you going to get fuzzy leather winter sneakers for $10 and dress heels for $5 or less? Problem number one >> I have been getting sick, feeling unnecessarily drained, and throwing my guts up lately. I realized that this is because I am retarded and not eating enough, since I decided to count calories yesterday and found that I have been eating something like 800 a day. AND working out for like an hour and a half every day. No wonder I was sick. So yesterday, I gave my poor little body a break and ate a full dinner for the first time in 2 weeks, and went with my sister to the city to get these awesome green tea cream puffs. Mmmm. Problem solved. Now here's my second problem >> I'm towing my bike back to Boston. Somehow, I will have to make it from New York's JFK airport to Port Authority all by myself...carrying a backpack, a large suitcase, and a freakin BIKE. I can't ride the bike, by the way, because it has been dismantled into a frame, wheels, handlebars, and pedals, and no I can't assemble it in the airport because I have no spanner. This ought to be a fun situation!! (Oh yeah, and I have to also make it back from South Station in Boston back to my apartment on Thorndike Street...and I have a feeling I won't be able to take the stupid T). We shall see how this turns out. In the meantime, YAY CHINA!! I got my ears pierced again!! PS >> I thought about it and hey, Reese's would be so much better if it came in dark chocolate!! In fact, all chocolate or chocolate candy would be so much better if it was dark chocolate instead of milk. Current Mood: happy Current Music: Bowling for Soup - The Bitch Song (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 26th, 2005
7:45 pm	that's my bad motherfucker That's it. My shitty body doesn't like losing weight. Every time I start to lose a significant amount of weight, my stupid body makes me sick, runs out of energy, gains it back. I HATE IT. It looks like I will be stuck being fat forever. I AM SO ANGRY!!! WHAT THE FUCK? This is unacceptable and therefore...this means WARRRR. There's this lady at the gym; she works out every day. I see her there EVERY DAY and she's so fit it intimidates me. She runs for like 35 minutes at a time and you can almost see her rippling 6-pack. She is my goal, although thanks to this shitty body of mine, it is unlikely I'll ever look like that. DAMN YOU BODY!! DAMN YOU STUPID GENES!!! DAMN YOU FAT SET POINT WEIGHT!!! In other news, I'll be back in the States in oh...4 days. YAY! Current Mood: angry Current Music: A Wilhelm Scream - Brand New Me, Same Shitty You (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 23rd, 2005
7:18 am	but most of all I'm bored 118 pounds and break day. Actually it wasn't inteded to be a break day, it's just that it's been fucking thunderstorming outside from 6AM till now...7:19PM. Wonderful. Therefore I have been stuck in the house with absolutely nothing to do and unable to go run outside or go to the gym. DAMN IT!! Oh well...I suppose it isn't healthy working out 7 days a week. 6 will have to do. And when I hit 110 on my last day here (hopefully), my mom is making me chocolate cake. Yayyy. But my parents are gone for the night and I just want to do something while they're gone...but this nasty rain is preventing me from doing so. I'm lame because I miss Dave and I am counting the days till I'm home in Boston (7 and counting). And this was the funniest thing ever when I was talking to Dave on the phone yesterday: Dave: "I realley think I just wanna be a pro wrestler." Me: "Who would you be? The Skeleton?" I'm sooo good!!! (and I'm listening to Indian music. And what!) Current Mood: bored Current Music: Panjabi-MC - Mundian To Bach Ke (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
12:08 am	where I come from isn't all that great, my automobile is a piece of crap HOME in Beijing!! Of course, now that I'm home in Beijing I can't really wait to get home to Boston. I miss Dave. 10 days!!! And while I'm here I'm just gonna party it up and shop...and lose weight. Yes, I have this nice little competition with my sister to see who can lose more weight in 2 weeks. All thanks to spending the 13 hour plane ride reading magazines about how celebrities lost lots of weight. I've lost 7 pounds so far!! I'm hoping to be 110 pounds, which means another 10 pounds to go. All this working out is draining me, but oh well. Yesterday Dave called and talked to me for like 2 hours and it made my day. Also my mom came home from New York, and surprise, we are getting on okay!! Viva la summer!! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: Weezer - Beverly Hills (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, July 11th, 2005
8:55 am	I'm not smiling behind this fake veneer Back from BERMUDA. What an awesome trip! The only thing is that spending 7 full days with my quite horrible family is driving me pretty close to the brink of insanity. I can't believe I have to go and spend 20 more days with them. And not see Dave. Yesterday we got off the cruise ship and went on a duck tour!! I got to sit in front, wooo!! Everyone that comes to Boston should take a duck tour. Best tour I've ever been on in my life. And after I got rid of my family, I got to hang out with Dave, which made my day. Unfortunately now, I'm packing for home and doing my laundry and it's a giant mess. And it's only 8:58 AM, dammit!! Current Mood: blah Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Resolution (Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
1:10 am	we keep each other amused I bought the new Motion City Soundtrack CD and it is AMAZING. AMAZING...I didn't really appreciate it until I heard it a couple times. And then I realized that it was something of a work of staggering genius. Dave is amazing - he was nice enough to come over and help me pick up my parents from South Station last night!!! I was excited to see them for all of a day, until I went and took them out to see Boston today. Oh man, that was exhausting as all hell. By the end of it, thanks to spending that much time around my fucking annoying mom, I had a migraine and my nerves were grated down raw. My dad is wonderful though. And all I wanted to do at the end of the day was go home and talk to Dave, then pass out. Which is what I'm doing now =) And tomorrow I'm going on a Duck Tour tomorrow, so that should be fun...and then I'm leaving on a cruise to the Caribbean and I'm really excited but I'm so pathetic because all I can think about is how much I'm gonna miss Dave. I am pathetic. HOORAY FOR THE MADNESS, WE ARE BETTER BY DESIGN. LET'S HOPE WE NEVER HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE, SAY GOODBYE. Current Mood: worn out Current Music: Motion City Soundtrack - Better Open the Door (Comment on this)